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Fairest (Viking)

Fairest is a memoir about a precocious boy with albinism, a “sun child” from a rural Philippine village, who would grow up to become a woman in America. Coping with the strain of parental neglect and the elusive promise of U.S. citizenship, Talusan found childhood comfort from her devoted grandmother, a grounding force as she was treated by others with special preference or public curiosity. As an immigrant to the United States, Talusan came to be perceived as white. An academic scholarship to Harvard provided access to elite circles of privilege but required Talusan to navigate through the complex spheres of race, class, sexuality, and her place within the gay community. She emerged as an artist and an activist questioning the boundaries of gender. Talusan realized she did not want to be confined to a prescribed role as a man, and transitioned to become a woman, despite the risk of losing a man she deeply loved. Throughout her journey, Talusan shares poignant and powerful episodes of desirability and love that will remind readers of works such as Call Me By Your Name and Giovanni’s Room. Her evocative reflections will shift our own perceptions of love, identity, gender, and the fairness of life.

Praise for Fairest:

Selected as a Most Anticipated Book of 2020 by:
O: The Oprah magazine
The Millions
Electric Lit
The Rumpus
Asian Journal

People Pick for June

One of Logo/NewNowNext‘s “11 Queer Books We Can’t Wait to Read This Spring”

“By painting her life in such exquisite detail, Talusan breathes new life into the well-worn body of the transgender life story, showing the reader deep wells of complexity where, in a less truthful or less talented writer’s hands, oversimplification and cliché might reign.”
The Boston Globe

“A marvel of a story wrought with near-archeological precision and deep inquiry into history, hope, joy and human redemption. An artist’s statement that offers new ways to think and feel in bodies cast ashore, Fairest is a ball of light hurled into the dark undertow of migration and survival. It is also funny, utterly alive, and fashioned with care and hope.”
—Ocean Vuong, author of On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

“A searching, rigorously self-examining memoir, Fairest grapples beautifully and seriously with questions of gender, race, colorism, migration, colonialism, queerness, privilege, class, and belonging.  A debut luminous with insight.”
—R.O. Kwon, author of The Incendiaries

Fairest is a powerful panoptic memoir which frames the totality of a life being lived, not just the fractions of it. It’s a love story, a queer story, an immigrant story, an American story, a coming of age story—a revolutionary story. A most necessary and important book in a world which aims to other us from not just who we are, but who we are meant to become.” 
—Amber Tamblyn, author of Era of Ignition

“Meredith Talusan has written a truly brilliant memoir with sparkling sentences, navigating incredibly complex questions of privilege with ease and candor. Everything here feels true and necessary–a rare literary accomplishment. I’ll recommend this book to my queer family and my Arkansan family alike, and to students who want to know why we continue to believe in the power of memoir.” 
—Garrard Conley, author of Boy Erased

Fairest is a deeply humane, beautifully powerful memoir that resists easy categorization. It is a story, after all, about Talusan’s heroic refusal to accept simplistic and harmful narratives about the body–as a trans person, an immigrant to America, and a white-skinned Filipina. Talusan’s acrobatic feat here is to create an accessible and sophisticated negotiation of identity on a national and geopolitical scale that hews beautifully to a nuanced, coming-of-age story of love and loss and finding oneself in the wreckage that will surely resonate with readers of all backgrounds. A gorgeous and necessary memoir.” 
—Thomas Page McBee, author of Man Alive and Amateur

“Meredith Talusan’s Fairest is a story of crossing boundaries—of race, of gender, of convention. In this wise and brilliant memoir, she travels from one side of the globe to the other—but more profoundly, she takes us to the center of her passionate, fiery heart. Fairest is a gorgeous, gnarly addition to the canon of transgender memoir.”
Jennifer Finney Boylan, author of Shes Not There and Good Boy

“Gorgeously written, exquisitely perceptive, and flagrantly new, Fairest tells of a life in pursuit of beauty— of the flesh, of literature and music, and the beauty of becoming one’s self in all complexity. Meredith Talusan’s coming of age story is also a coming of identity, as she navigates her life first as a gay man, then as a trans woman, and always as a white-passing, albino Filipino-American, refracted through the eyes of others and ultimately through her own. There is much to learn here about identity, and so very much pleasure in the written word.” 
Alex Marzano-Lesnevich, author of The Fact of a Body

“Talusan is one of the most stellar essayists writing today, and one of the very best at examining the many different meanings of transition.”
O: The Oprah Magazine

“An award-winning journalist tells the story of how she came to terms with a complex identity that forced her to navigate issues of gender, race, and class…. The author examines queer otherness with relentless honesty, and she investigates how accidental whiteness did not automatically lead to the fairest outcomes, either for herself or others. A captivatingly eloquent memoir.”

“This elegant memoir examining whiteness, womanhood, and the shaping of identity will resonate with readers of any community, LGBTQ or not.”
Publishers Weekly, starred review

“In this ‘journey across gender,’ Talusan communicates the captivating story of what it means to be true to one’s self”
Bethanne Patrick, The Washington Post

“tender, fierce and illuminating”
Kim Hubbard, People

Meredith Talusan is an award-winning author and journalist who is the founding executive editor of them., Condé Nast's LGBTQ+ digital platform, where she is now a contributing editor. She has contributed to other books, including the New York Times bestseller Not That Bad (edited by Roxane Gay), Nasty Women, and Burn It Down. She writes frequently for The New York TimesThe Guardian, The AtlanticWIREDCondé Nast Traveller, and many other publications. She lives in the Western Catskills with her spouse and rescue mutt.

Author photo by Albrica Tierra

Amber Tamblyn is an Emmy and Golden globe nominated actress, writer, director, and the author of 6 books, including  the critically acclaimed best seller, Era of Ignition: Coming of Age in a Time of Rage and Revolution. She’s a contributing writer for the New York Times and a founding member of the Times Up Organization. 

Author photo by Katie Jacobs

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Thursday, June 11, 2020 - 6:00pm
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