At Skylight: Amanda Montei presents TOUCHED OUT w/ Kate Durbin

Join us for a stunning blend of memoir, theory, and cultural criticism, a new mother examines the intersection between misogyny and motherhood, considering how caregivers can take back their bodies and pass on a language of consent to their children

Motherhood and the culture of misogyny in America are not often explored in tandem. The connection is women’s bodies.

When Amanda Montei became a parent, she struggled with the physicality of caring for children, but even more with the growing lack of autonomy she felt in her personal and professional life. The conditions of modern American parenthood—the lack of paid leave and affordable childcare, the isolation and alienation, the distribution of labor in her home, and the implicit demands of marriage—were not what she had expected. 

After #MeToo, however, she began to see a connection between how women were feeling in motherhood and the larger culture of assault in which she had grown up. In American society, women are expected to prioritize their children, often by pushing their bodies to the limit and ignoring their own desires and needs. As she struggled to adjust to the new demands on her body, this stirred memories of being used, violated, and seen by men.­­ She had the desperate urge to finally say no, though she didn’t know how, or to whom she might say it.

Written with the intellectual and emotional precision of writers like Roxane Gay and Leslie Jamison, and drawing on classic feminist thinkers such as bell hooks, Silvia Federici, and Adrienne Rich, as well as on popular culture from The Bachelor to Look Who’s Talking, Montei draws connections between caregiving, consent, reproductive control, and the sacrifices women are expected to make throughout their lives. Exploring the stories we tell about psychology, childbirth, sexuality, the family, the overwhelm mothers feel trying to be “good,” and the tender bonds that form between parent and child, Touched Out delivers a powerful critique of American rape culture and its continuation in the institution of motherhood, and considers what it really means to care in America.

Amanda Montei is the author of TOUCHED OUT: MOTHERHOOD, MISOGYNY, CONSENT, AND CONTROL, forthcoming from Beacon Press in 2023, the memoir Two Memoirs (Jaded Ibis Press), and a collection of prose, The Failure Age (Bloof Books), as well as co-author of Dinner Poems (Bon Aire Projects). She has an MFA from California Institute of the Arts and a PhD from the Poetics Program at SUNY Buffalo. Amanda's work has been featured at The Cut, Romper, Mother Tongue, Slate, Electric Literature, Vox, the Rumpus, Salon, The Believer, Ms. Magazine, Gaga Stigmata, Entropy, Luna Luna Magazine, Poetry Foundation, and others. She was a 2020 Best American Essays notable and was previously the editor of the literary journal P-QUEUE.

Kate Durbin is the author of four books, including Hoarders (Wave Books) and E! Entertainment (Wonder). She won the 2017 international Turn On Literature Prize for electronic literature, and an Expanded Artists’ Book Grant from Columbia College Chicago. In 2015 and 2020, she was the Arts Queensland Poet-in-Residence in Brisbane, Australia. She has shown her artwork nationally and internationally, including at the Pulse Art Fair, Spring Break Art Fair, SF MOMA, The Haifa Museum, and more.

Event date: 
Friday, September 15, 2023 - 7:00pm
Event address: 
1818 N Vermont Ave
Los Angeles, CA 90027
Touched Out: Motherhood, Misogyny, Consent, and Control By Amanda Montei Cover Image
ISBN: 9780807013274
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Published: Beacon Press - September 12th, 2023

Hoarders By Kate Durbin Cover Image
ISBN: 9781950268139
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Published: Wave Books - May 4th, 2021

The Ravenous Audience (Black Goat) By Kate Durbin, Chris Abani (Editor) Cover Image
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ISBN: 9781933354880
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Published: Akashic Books - October 1st, 2009